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时间

2007-09-30T02:01:00.000+08:00

That's fast... One week of recess passed just like that... I barely enjoyed it!! Oh my, I need time. Time for my precious, time for my studies, time for my reports, time for myself!!

当一个人成为你的习惯时，每一个再见，都是下一刻的思念。

开心

2007-09-11T22:39:00.001+08:00

You never fails to put a smile on me. :)

Happy Day

2007-09-03T01:36:00.000+08:00

Yea... Today's a Happy Day. :)

抉择

2007-08-12T19:26:00.000+08:00

我说过，这个八月会是我最多抉择的一个八月。
说得，一点也没错。
到现在，所做出的决定，带来的，有的很快乐，有的就没那么快乐了。

做的第一个大抉择，带来得，除了幸福，还是幸福。
而第二个大抉择，我也不知道会带来些什么。
那些没那么快乐的抉择，应该是自尊心在作祟。
明明不想，却应为自尊心，而答应了。

哎呀，反正，那些不那么快乐的决定，似乎已被幸福给淹没了。
我只能说：
With great powers, come great resposibilities.

PS: Sorry for getting more and more CHI NA nowadays. I'm getting hook of composing my post in chinese. I've no idea why... hehe... till the AngMo me comes back, bare with it ya.

思念是一種病

2007-08-05T20:22:00.000+08:00

Thought the song was very meaningful.
Adapted from Ah Ma's blog.

开心天

2007-08-03T19:56:00.000+08:00

今天是开心天。
真的很开心。

：）

八月一号

2007-08-01T20:01:00.000+08:00

八月了。
时间过的好快。
一转眼，三个月的假期，就这样过了。
这三个月，过的还算充实。
发生了很多事。
坏的，好的，都有。
坏的，就别再提了。
而好的，很多，说也说不完。

八月的到来，代表着很多事。
快开学了。
生日快到了。
这一年来所付出的心血，也快要结束了。
而这一切的结束，也代表着另一个开始。

说到结束与开始，他们真是个很奇妙的一对，缺一不可。
我也终于明白"有始有终"真正的意义。
每一开始，和每一个结束，都会带来不一样的心情。
有的快乐，有的悲伤。
而每一个开始与结束，都是转折点，都是抉择的时候。
虽然八月才刚刚到来，抉择却是蜂拥而上。
我有预感，这个八月，是我有生以来最多抉择的一个八月。

七年前的八月，我做了个抉择。
七年前的今天，回想起这个抉择，再也不去判断当时所做出的决定是对与否。
那个抉择，到了现在，也只不过是个回忆。
而这个八月，我所做出的决定，又会在七年后，让我又什么感觉？
这，谁也不知道。

不管决定是什么，最重要的，我要快乐。
而我得到快乐最重要的原则是：
面对过去。
珍惜现在。
展望未来。

I just wanna be Happy. :)

2007-07-31T19:53:00.001+08:00

I din't mean to do it...
But you did it to me 1st.

一个故事

2007-07-27T23:00:00.000+08:00

一个女生。
一个男生。
一个眼神。
一句话。
一场游戏。
一个惊吓。
一个事件。
一个烦恼。
一个晚上。
一个拥抱。
每个眼神。
每个举动。
每个角落。
每个接触。
每一句话。
还是吴言。

喜欢

2007-07-25T11:28:00.000+08:00

我好像忘了喜欢一个人的感觉。

Porh3 Porh1

2007-07-22T22:14:00.000+08:00

XY in Thailand!! Back on Tuesday, 24th July~

MSE-CE Camp

2007-07-18T03:59:00.000+08:00

HA!

It's 410am in the morning, and guess where am I? I'm currently at MSE Computer Lab. And why the hell am I here?! I'm still working on my Amazing Race which is going to happen tmr at 9am. Okie, I'm last min. Well, actually I've planned this like, ages ago. But I just duno why that I can't get everything ready by now.... Rahhh... I keep forgetting this, forgetting that... So here am I to finish what I've keep forgetting.

Hai, shan't comment much about the camp. Hectic. Tired. Worn. On the 2nd day. 4 more days to go...

Oh, I forgot to mention, I came to the lab ALONE. It's freaking eerie... And there's actually pple sleeping on the Sofa in the lab. So I can't turn on the lights at all... if not i'll wake them up. Duno who they are, I reckon is the pple from the camp... BUT, i duno who they are...

Alrigthy, shall finish what i'm suppose to do, and i shall get out of this eerie place...

梦里花

2007-07-13T20:58:00.000+08:00

Orh.
Got it.
我收到你的回应了。

做了一个超奇怪的梦。
不知道这是不是人人所说的，
日有所思，夜有所梦。
可是，我还不确定，
那到底是个好梦，
还是噩梦。
不管是好梦，还是噩梦，
也不管现实生活中，还是梦里，
我还是一样的乱。
乱到发慌。
乱到连想都不要去想。

豆酱油条

2007-07-13T01:39:00.000+08:00

我不希望为了这一时的欢乐，
而成为未来的悲伤。
欢乐与悲伤，
只在一线之间。
也许你我都不能了解这一点，
但我希望你明白。

2007-07-11T03:20:00.000+08:00

I bought a bottle of Green Tea home and wanted to drink it cold, so I left it in the fridge.
Mama came home at night, took out the bottle from the fridge and asked,

mom: "Eh, how are you going to drink this?"
me: "Open the cap, use your mouth and drink lah!" (duh right?!)

Mom handed me the bottle and said, "You show me how you do it?"

Just then, I found out I left the bottle in the freezer...

2007-07-09T17:13:00.000+08:00

我望着这篇空白的网页大概有三小时了吧。
手指放在键盘上，却不知道要写些什么。
心里却有很多话想说。
算了，懒得去想要写些什么。
就这样。
再见。

266

2007-07-06T02:06:00.001+08:00

Had a pretty boring day. But a rather exciting night.

Went to bowl league at some uluated place @ Bt. Batok. 1st time having compeition there. The lanes were fine, just that even my scorching dun hook. However the oil dry up pretty fast, so scorching finally hooked after the 2nd game. Bowled a impressive 266 for the 1st game, I'd say it's half luck, and thanks to my scorching dearest. Din't know playing league can be so scheming, I'm too lazy to calculate all the possible logarithum, I'll just leave it to my teammates. Started the 2nd game with 4 open frames -_-. Fought back abit, finished with 170. Shan't talk about the 3rd game. Won another Nasi Bryani from Uncle Ali, and the team won 15 to 5, against NUS team 2.

Went to Upp Bt. Timah for supper with Vict, TH, KK and Suen. Din't know there's so much to eat there. Ordered a Maggie Goreng. I think I still prefer the West Coast Cheese Prata one. Chatted abit about their HongKong trip. Haha, it's comical how 6 pple who don't understand Cantonese went to shop in HK, plus the fact that 4 of them are guys. A total disaster.

I mentioned that I wanna give Shy another name. Found one. He shall be know as Ah Pek GorGor from now on. Went to queue for donuts with him and mel yesterday at Suntec. He queued for us for about 1/2hr, joined him for the next 1/2hr before we got our donuts. Bought a dozens of them, ate 2 so far, but I left only 4 in the fridge! I duno where the others has gone to....
:( It's gonna be a hectic weekends ahead. VAP, Tuition and Meetings. Can foresee that someone going bonkers...

Going APGG's (Ah Pek GorGor) house for MJ tmr. Wish me luck!

发疯

2007-06-30T22:31:00.000+08:00

Just 1% of unhappiness, is enough to overhaul 99% of happiness.

-black clouds-

今天，不开心。很累。
不开心，不是因为FOC，虽然可能占了1%，可是主要原因来自于一个我还没回信的简讯。不是还没，是应该永远都不会回的简讯。

该在的，不在。
不该在的，却好像有在。

最近是怎么了，老天爷好像一直在作弄我。是要给我考验吗？还是要我学会怎么了解自己要得是什么。不然，就是要我烦到发疯。说真的，我一直都知道自己要的是什么，只是为什么老天爷要一而再，再而三地考验我的坚持？

很乱，不知道为什么。

Hmm... just read something which sound so logical to me. It does brighten my day a lil'.

10 simple(not so simple actually) ways to save yourself from messing up your life

1. Stop taking so much notice of how you feel. How you feel is how you feel. It’ll pass soon. What you’re thinking is what you’re thinking. It’ll go too. Tell yourself that whatever you feel, you feel; whatever you think, you think. Since you can’t stop yourself thinking, or prevent emotions from arising in your mind, it makes no sense to be proud or ashamed of either. You didn’t cause them. Only your actions are directly under your control. They’re the only proper cause of pleasure or shame.

2. Let go of worrying. It often makes things worse. The more you think about something bad, the more likely it is to happen. When you’re hair-trigger primed to notice the first sign of trouble, you’ll surely find something close enough to convince yourself it’s come.

3. Ease up on the internal life commentary. If you want to be happy, stop telling yourself you’re miserable. People are always telling themselves how they feel, what they’re thinking, what others feel about them, what this or that event really means. Most of it’s imagination. The rest is equal parts lies and misunderstandings. You have only the most limited understanding of what others feel about you. Usually they’re no better informed on the subject; and they care about it far less than you do. You have no way of knowing what this or that event really means. Whatever you tell yourself will be make-believe.

4. Take no notice of your inner critic. Judging yourself is pointless. Judging others is half-witted. Whatever you achieve, someone else will always do better. However bad you are, others are worse. Since you can tell neither what’s best nor what’s worst, how can you place yourself correctly between them? Judging others is foolish since you cannot know all the facts, cannot create a reliable or objective scale, have no means of knowing whether your criteria match anyone else’s, and cannot have more than a limited and extremely partial view of the other person. Who cares about your opinion anyway?

5. Give up on feeling guilty. Guilt changes nothing. It may make you feel you’re accepting responsibility, but it can’t produce anything new in your life. If you feel guilty about something you’ve done, either do something to put it right or accept you screwed up and try not to do so again. Then let it go. If you’re feeling guilty about what someone else did, see a psychiatrist. That’s insane.

6. Stop being concerned what the rest of the world says about you. Nasty people can’t make you mad. Nice people can’t make you happy. Events or people are simply events or people. They can’t make you anything. You have to do that for yourself. Whatever emotions arise in you as a result of external events, they’re powerless until you pick them up and decide to act on them. Besides, most people are far too busy thinking about themselves (and worry what you are are thinking and saying about them) to be concerned about you.

7. Stop keeping score. Numbers are just numbers. They don’t have mystical powers. Because something is expressed as a number, a ratio or any other numerical pattern doesn’t mean it’s true. Plenty of lovingly calculated business indicators are irrelevant, gibberish, nonsensical, or just plain wrong. If you don’t understand it, or it’s telling you something bizarre, ignore it. There’s nothing scientific about relying on false data. Nor anything useful about charting your life by numbers that were silly in the first place.

8. Don’t be concerned that your life and career aren’t working out the way you planned. The closer you stick to any plan, the quicker you’ll go wrong. The world changes constantly. However carefully you analyzed the situation when you made the plan, if it’s more than a few days old, things will already be different. After a month, they’ll be very different. After a year, virtually nothing will be the same as it was when you started. Planning is only useful as a discipline to force people to think carefully about what they know and what they don’t. Once you start, throw the plan away and keep your eyes on reality.

9. Don’t let others use you to avoid being responsible for their own decisions. To hold yourself responsible for someone else’s success and happiness demeans them and proves you’ve lost the plot. It’s their life. They have to live it. You can’t do it for them; nor can you stop them from messing it up if they’re determined to do so. The job of a supervisor is to help and supervise. Only control-freaks and some others with a less serious mental disability fail to understand this.

10. Don’t worry about about your personality. You don’t really have one. Personality, like ego, is a concept invented by your mind. It doesn’t exist in the real world. Personality is a word for the general impression that you give through your words and actions. If your personality isn’t likeable today, don’t worry. You can always change it, so long as you allow yourself to do so. What fixes someone’s personality in one place is a determined effort on their part—usually through continually telling themselves they’re this or that kind of person and acting on what they say. If you don’t like the way you are, make yourself different. You’re the only person who’s standing in your way.

:)

笨

2007-06-29T01:25:00.000+08:00

今天，我笨到发慌。。。

笨到连我都觉得我是哪根筋不对，笨到连解释都不想去解释，笨到连猪都向我致敬。

笨！笨！笨！

笨的，也不直有我。。。给的什么烂理由嘛！笨！

而聪明的。。。也就直有那位贱到不行的贱女人！！哈哈！！真的有够贱！

贱z。贱z。贱z。贱z。贱z。贱z。贱z。贱z。贱z。

哎哟，就是你了，别再怀疑。我说的那个贱女人就是你！！
就从今天起。。。你就叫做。。。
贱女人！！

哈！哈！哈！

说到这里，刚刚问了问 Uncle Ali，问他说我有做错了吗？他说。。。"kinda"。有的意思。怎么办。。。我真的是笨到了一个不行啦！！！

我真的做错了吗？

不要怪我无情，我只是不想你受伤。。。

a saturday night

2007-06-27T03:14:00.000+08:00

As usual, went to Shy's house for mj. Shy never buy donuts!! So dissapointed... Hmm, I realised it's not good to get to know people better. Once you're closer to a person, he'll start jixiaoing you... rah, 我快要被Shy气死了！！

He is getting more and more 不客气 already lor... No more Shy le!

I collected Jared in the morning, so during our MJ break, they ask me to drive to 85 for supper. Drove there, can't find a legal lot. So I parked illegaly under a tree. Wrong wrong move. My Jared was shitted on!! RAH!! 1st day only kana shitted on... I think the birds are trained to aim at cars that parked at illegal lots. HAha. Stupid birds, so late already, duno why haven't sleep, and start shitting. -_-'''

Saw the Idol guy, Jonathan Leong. Din't know KY knows him, they were in the same platoon or sumthing in commandos.

I also dint know that KY is allegy to seafood. He ate Otah, and apparently, they put prawn inside. So he started feeling weird and stuff. So scary... However, looks like MJ not only can prevent Sinile, it cures allegy to food too!! Haha! KY was cured by MJ!

Longest MJ ever played... 4 rounds! Went home at 6am. Was darn tired. Dropped dead on the bed straight away.

Hmmm... guess that was my last MJ game at Shy's house le. After this week, it's gonna be FOC FOC FOC and CurL CurL CurL, no more MJ MJ MJ......... Also, gonna find another name for Shy, coz he's not longer Shy... mabbe can call him... NotShy. :)

好朋友

2007-06-24T23:54:00.000+08:00

今天我和好朋友在msn聊天。

好朋友在我和他分手后，曾经问过我，说当我和他在一起时，有没对别人动过心。说没有，当然是骗人的，但那时的我，还是选择了他。当时，我把A君告诉了好朋友。

我和A君在两年前相遇。因为拥有些共同的兴趣，所以很谈得来。对他的感觉，说不上是喜欢。应该是那种一见如故的心情吧。当时的我，心里也只有“他”，所以对A君的感觉，也就能如此。不久，A君也谈恋爱了。就因为这样，我们也渐渐的疏远了。

两年后的今天，我没有了“他”，A君也和“她”分手了。而我对A君的感觉也早就淡去了。但是，事情好像有点转变。今天，我又和好朋友聊起了A君。我想，她应该能够了解我的心情。因为她好像也经历过类似的事情。A君是个好人，也是个好朋友。也许是我想太多了，但我不想事情是我想象的那样，我不想失去A君这个朋友。

不管未来会发生什么，我任然希望，A君是我永远的朋友。而我那位好朋友啊，不要再为我担心啦！我们都会找到属于我们的幸福的！！

Baa baa black sheep...

2007-06-22T00:53:00.000+08:00

WAh...

I was tired out today. Din't have much sleep last night, can't sleep, duno why. So I woke up at 9am. Tried to sleep again, but to no avail. Finally after breakfast and a few mins of TV, I manage to get a bit more sleep.

Awaken at 12pm. Haiz, 好不容易 manage to sleep le, then this bugger tutor called. Tried to sleep again... Lin called. Then I've decided that, forget it le, shall head for the pool as I've promised myself in the morning. Lin said his gonna go NZ. Haha, thot he won Toto wor... He asked what I want from there, told him I want a sheep, and he said, "okie, 说到做到". I forgot to add, I wan a live one... HAhaha...

Went to swim at Delta Swimming Complex. Sun was good, but I din't any tan in the end... why huh?

IF I weren't...
IF you din't...
I might just...
And we might just...
But since time has gone by,
and things happened the way they were.
I guess...

New hair cut

2007-06-18T20:11:00.000+08:00

Hmm..

I was pretty shocked by what Shy say about me. SHY... said... I'M SHY! HAhaa... so it proves that I'm even shyer than Shy!! Siao siao one, say I don't dare to look at him in his eyes, but I look at him for what siah... HAhha, not like as if he is very shuai, then I can keep staring at him. Iyah, 总而言之... I'm shy lah. Shy ah Shy, can you stop behaving like my frens? 1st he is the 2nd person who thinks that my email is "smellYcloud" instead of "smellDcloud" after John. Then he is also the 2nd person who keep calling me Sotong after Uncle Ali. Looking forward to next mj session at Shy's house... he say he's gonna go queue for Donuts!! Yay~

Went for supper with Lin at The Cheese Prata. Misses the place. Used to go there for supper often, esp. with Ah Ma. Asked Uncle Ali to join us. Another shy one. Too bad, he missed the prata there :P. Then went to Ke's house to collect my long overdue stuffs from hall. Luckily Lin was there to lead the way, if not I think I'll lose my way. Too long never go Ke's house le, can't recognise anything there. Reached home at about 1230am. Then Uncle Ali said he wanted to ask me to go for house visit at his house. HUh?! House visit at 1230am?! HAhaha... crazy.

Went for a Hair Cut @ taka with AhKah. We saw Lee WeiSong on our way to MRT... err, he does look abit gay in person, but god knows whether he is really one. None of my business anyway... haha.

By the way, I've thought of a name for the new car. Jared. Reason being, it's a RED colour JAZZ. So... JAZZRED... and JARED... hahaha. Okie, lame. BUt oh well, just got news that Jared is coming this Friday!! Yay... finally...

So looking forward to more supper and mj sessions with Jared~~

$$$

2007-06-17T02:50:00.000+08:00

Haiyo... been losing money on mj siah... gonna be broke!!

Played sooo much mj this 2 days.

Played with Ah Pang, Heng and 01 at my house yesterday. Ehhh, not fruitful at all!! Dint lose nor win at the end. The that 2 monkeys last min say cannot play 2nd round... -_-''' waste time!

Then Ling and BF to play one more round at night. To make 01's trip more fulfilling mah... if not she come all the way from NTU just to play one round with the 2 monkeys...

Uncle Ali say he's not gonna sleep tonight, coz he needa send his bro to airport at 5am. Bluff pple de, went to sleep at 330am. Offered to wake him up just before he went offline, haha, but I din't in the end, went to sleep before he is suppose to wake up. He said he's gonna meet F for breakfast after he dropped her bowling ball off... Yet at 6am, I recieved a sms, saying that he's gonna go BIRDPARK?! haha!! Three 22 yr old guys going BIRDPARK?! Super weird... well, I guess he misses his family too much, gonna visit them. HAhaa!!

Kok called last min to ask for another session in the afternoon before going to the travel agent. So 01, Kok, Wil and me played. Hmmm... lost money again... rah... so bad luck!! And in the end, we din't even go to the travel agent....

When to shy's house to play @ night. Hmmm, seems like it a weekly rountine le. Shy is still shy... haha. Well, he is rather similar to me lah, toks alot on the net, but shy in person. haha... I also shy de okie! But anyway, yah, bad luck again... lost again!!! Ahhhh...

Hmmm, shy said he went to queue for the Donuts today leh... how come he never offer me when i went to his house huh... Okie, I gonna ask him for that!! He asked me to queue with him today... CRAZY, 3 hrs for 2 dozens of donuts??!?!! WHAT?!?!?! I can just wait for him to buy and I'll just eat right? HAHaha!!! K lah, actually I thot the donuts were great when shy offered us last week at his house. But 3 hrs... really not worth it la.

Hai, let's hope that my luck will be better next week man!! Jia you~~

She's brilliant

2007-06-13T23:16:00.000+08:00

Atrocious!

2007-06-04T00:13:00.000+08:00

JAW DROPPED A HUNDRED FEET!

转角

2007-06-03T16:29:00.000+08:00

人身最过隐的
就是因为它有很多转角
有的转角很惊险
有的转角又充满了惊喜
是惊喜
还是惊险
不走过去
当然就不知道下一个转角
你会遇到什么
转角充满了故事
不管是在人生的旅途上
还是拥挤的街头
也许是我的
也许是你的。。。

Don't try this at home!!

2007-05-12T12:00:00.000+08:00

1. go to www.google.com
2. click on "maps"
3. click on "get directions"
4. type "London" in the first box (the "from" box)
5. type "New York" in the second box (the "to" box)
6. click on "get directions"
7. scroll down and read step #37

Huhh...

2007-04-22T00:23:00.000+08:00

Mommy says that Daddy's gonna get me a pressie for my 21st birthday.
My first reaction wasn't a surprise... I replied her with a... "Huhhhhhh...."

I din't say no, neither did I say yes to it.
I never expect them to get it for me, and I'd also rather get it for myself when I have the ability to.
But, it so hard to resist man... haha
I guess I have the time till my exams end to give them an ans.
Till then, Mugging comes first.
Yes, as I'm known for, Ah Mug :P

EXAM

2007-04-19T22:19:00.000+08:00

Wake up.
Shower.
Eat.
Study.
Eat.
Study.
Eat.
Study.
Shower.
Sleep.

Weight gain = 100%

What have I done...

2007-04-11T22:33:00.000+08:00

And I quote from Ying's blog...

What have I done to deserve this?

So, what have I done? Haiz... life's tough. Try to be nice and people treat me like a fool, try to be myself and people think I'm dao, bad, mean... well, all the negative word you can find in the dictionary.

Life's tough.

I guess I should just to stick with the people who really understand me. And I'm glad I still have them around... although there are only a few of them. Shall be satisfied, I don't wanna be depress.

So I guess what I have done to deserve these kind of treatment is to be friendly and also trusting them... iyah... duno lah, I suck. period.

Life's tough.

Just some ribbish

2007-03-11T04:19:00.000+08:00

Oh no...

Just when I was reminiscing how I had a lil' crash on him years back... I got the news that he got married!

OMG!

Nono, not that I still carry a torch for him whatsoever... just, to think that someone I used to crash on actually had gotten married?! That scares me because I'm still like a billions miles away from walking down an aisle!!

Well, anyway... Congrates! And please have lotsa kittens!!

Okie, back to myself...

Nice hor... I want... Wonder how much is it...Hmmmm...

And this would be a nice website to start from to get that wallet... http://www.forbes.com/2007/03/07/billionaires-worlds-richest_07billionaires_cz_lk_af_0308billie_land.html

F*CKING PISSED

2007-02-24T00:11:00.000+08:00

Okie, I THINK I'M JUST A PLAIN COWARD... AND IDIOT...
I'M FEELING F*CKING ANGRY AND PISSED OFF,
YET I DIN'T EVEN SOUND A SLIGHTEST BIT OF ANGER...

I FEEL SOOOOOO DAMN STUPID... PLEASING OTHERS AND BRING DISMAY TO MYSELF, HOW STUPID CAN I GET... BEING AN HERO? AND ANGEL? NO! AN IDIOT, THAT'S WHAT I AM...

RAHHHH...

WHY DOES SHE DID IT SOOO SWIFTLY, YET THE COWARD ME JUST ACCEPTED IT AS IT IS...

RAHH...

I'VE NEVER FELT SOOOO INSULTED BEFORE... AND I DUN EVEN KNOW WHO TO BLAME! OKIE FINE! I BROUGHT IT UPON MYSELF, NOW I KNOW WHO TO BLAME... MYSELF...

RRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....................
PISSED!

WHAT DID THEY EVEN BOTHER ABOUT MY EXISTENCE, SINCE I'M ALREADY A SUBSITUTE TO THEM!

I AM A COWARD!

PMS

2007-02-08T22:27:00.000+08:00

People can get really weird when they are PMSing. They can get angry over everything and everyone and be over the moon the next moment.

DUHZ.

New Year Resolution

2007-01-27T14:01:00.000+08:00

Okie, I know it's kinda late to have a New Year Resolution now, when it's already 1 month from the start of 2007. But I mean, it's better late than never right. I've still got 11 months more to accomplished my resolution mah...

OkOKie.. here is it..

New Year Resolution 2007: To be a stress free person yet can success in everything.

Sound confusing? Well, lemme give you some example.
1. Stop worrying that not having enough bowling training will make me a lousy bowler, becoz "It's all in the mind".
2. Stop worrying that my modules are so hard and I wun be able to do well, becoz as long as I do my studies, I'll do well.

Erm, okie, it's STILL kinda confusing... watever!

Slience

2007-01-16T03:49:00.000+08:00

*cough* *cough*

6 table spoons of NIN JIOM PEI PA KOA
12 tablets of Strepsils (Honey & Lemon)
1 cup of honey water
1 cup of Almond Tea
Lotsa water...

*cough* *cough*

对的人

2006-12-01T11:58:00.000+08:00

你问在我心中是否还苦恼
那次受伤否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照我一切都好
一个人不算困扰

那次流过的泪让我学习到
如何祝福如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要是一种对照

爱虽然很美妙却不能为了寂寞
又陷了泥沼

爱要耐心等待仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手等候一次
真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上一定会遇到
对的人出现在眼角

能愿意为了一份爱付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较
当我想清楚的时候
我就算已经准备好
放手去爱海阔天高

2006-11-30T11:00:00.000+08:00

Ahhh... I can't make up my mind who is more 帅！！

It is Kim Rae Won...

OR

Channing Tatum??

Ahhh... can I have both? kekeke!!

2006-11-28T19:08:00.000+08:00

You are Strength

Courage, strength, fortitude. Power not arrested in the act of judgement, but passing on to further action, sometimes obstinacy.

This is a card of courage and energy. It represents both the Lion's hot, roaring energy, and the Maiden's steadfast will. The innocent Maiden is unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable. In some cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others she shuts it. Either way, she proves that inner strength is more powerful than raw physical strength. That forces can be controlled and used to score a victory is very close to the message of the Chariot, which might be why, in some decks, it is Justice that is card 8 instead of Strength. With strength you can control not only the situation, but yourself. It is a card about anger and impulse management, about creative answers, leadership and maintaining one's personal honor. It can also stand for a steadfast friend.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

好巧。。。

2006-11-26T16:06:00.000+08:00

Step Up

2006-11-25T17:09:00.000+08:00

Every second chance begins with a first step.

2006-11-21T16:56:00.000+08:00

You are a very emotional and sensitive individual. Your life and love of life is dominated by your emotions - you have great feeling towards your fellow man and you are always full of enthusiasm but be careful, you tend to let your heart rule your head and this being so, you could be easily hurt - as perhaps you may have indeed been hurt in the past.

You are working extremely hard trying to improve your image in the eyes of others. You are looking for acknowledgement from your peers and those who come into your sphere of influence. You want to be liked, not for what people think of you but for what you really are.

You know what you want and you are very dogmatic and demanding - especially in your emotional demands. You have specific ideas and beliefs and if these beliefs are not realised you can become extremely frustrated. You may not be that perfect but you are looking for perfection with the perfect partner.

It is said that we are all influenced by our environment and indeed you are no exception. It would seem at this time that even though you may be surrounded by people, you are experiencing an inner loneliness. Fortunately you are sufficiently strong minded to realise that life has a great deal to offer you and that you may miss your share of experiences if you fail to make the best use of every opportunity. You therefore pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity and are prepared to commit yourself deeply and readily. You believe that whatever you would like to do or think 'you can do' - you do! It is because of this attitude that you may be considered by others as arrogant and even conceited, but its fair to say that whatever it is that you really want out of life you will put your heart and soul into it and will not take 'NO' for an answer.

There is an inherent fear that you may be prevented from achieving the things you want. This activates your subconscious desire for peace of mind and mental security. It is increasingly obvious to you that the environment that you are in is not conducive to your well-being and so you are seeking fresh fields - somewhere free of conflict where you can RELAX and THINK.

Iyoh... so damn true lah... try it yourself!
http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/

2006-11-15T01:50:00.000+08:00

启悦：

我有预感，我这一辈子只喜欢你一个。

Essential Blue Brew!?

2006-08-15T00:41:00.000+08:00

Thanks Anli, Mavis and Mel for the advance birthday celebration!

Well, I'm not really a party person, at least for my birthday... So I love the mini celebration today! We went to Essential Brew at Holland Village for dinner. Actually I kinda expected that they're going to have a mini celebration... hehe, but thanks so much again! I love the present too!!

It's my second time going to Essential Brew wor... the last time I went there was with my JC classmates, celebrating someone's birthday, hehe, I forgot who le.

Too bad we forgot to take the pictures of the food. But as uaual, they were nice!

Ok, this is my 1st time asking for a birthdayv present so openly... haha, I want a chinese software so that I can blog with chinese!!

That's all for the day, for those who don't know, I'll be away to KL from 17th - 21st of August~

Phuket trip II

2006-08-01T23:40:00.000+08:00

More pictures from Phuket...

Check out the G-Fours. Gave them the name in Phuket, because they are really four gays getting together for foursome. OOps! More evidence of their gayism.

Weird hor... only got the pictures of the guys... not the girls! Next up, it's soccer time! We gathered at this bar at Patong Beach to watch the World Cup semi. It was England vs Portugal... I wasn't a die hard fan of neither of the team... but my heart goes to England.

Haiz, I'm not in the picture again... The pub was half filled with English... so the whole atmosphere was on England side.

My heart was broken the moment Rooney was sent out... and since then, I hate Ronaldo... Bleah! Haiz... in the end, England lost... and the pub went dead... literatly.

More pictures...

Yay, me in the pix, finally.

We booked a day trip from the local agency. A snorkelling trip to Phi Phi Island... and dear dear, the boat ride was horrible! So many of us got sea sick because the sea was sooooo rough. Most of the girls on the boat puked... well, some reward after the horrible boat ride, this is what we see.

More pic...

Okie, that's all for this post... There are more photos to come! Stay tune~ haha

Phuket trip

2006-07-25T13:48:00.000+08:00

Youuuhooo... My 1st overseas trip of the year. PHUKET!!

Setting off at budget terminal

Gate 6

My 1st time taking budget airline wor... abit scare... hahha! Anyway, the trip consisted of six of us. Teehsien, Victor, ZZ, Kevin, Anli and me. The flight was early in the morning 7 o'clock!! And guess what, the night before was World Cup semis! So I practically dint sleep for the night... watch soccer till 5 am and went to the airport straight away. HAha!

After 1.5hr of flying, it's touchdown to Phuket International Airport. The flight was alright... safe landing and not bumpy at all. Just that there's no meal served and the seats are... cramped. Not advisable to big size people.. hehe.

Inside Tiger Airline

While, though the flight was good, the bus journey from the airport to the hotel was a Nono. Luckily all of us manage to last through the journey and reach our hotel sound and safe. :) The hotel was no bad, highly recommended for those going on a budget trip. Have got a nice pool to chill, pool table, saloon and free shuttle to downtown (which we utilised fully)!

Me, Anli, Kev

The street of Patong

Patong Beach

Didn't do much on our 1st day in Patong. Basically we just walked around patong beach and get ourselves familar with it. This continue until our dinner time...

Dinner time!

Our food *slurp*

Well, caught somthing interesting on our way to dinner. Catch Kevin with the mobile ATM machine! Cool huh~

Okie... that's all for the 1st day of Phuket! Look out for more pictures~~

Wow.

2006-07-09T20:43:00.000+08:00

OKie look, as you can see, I have not been blogging for like, almost 2 months. But THIS made me wanna leave such an amzing girl in my memory, FOREVER.

Take a look. And hold on to your computer. Just in case she blow you away.

2006-04-11T09:28:00.000+08:00

Triple pissed

2006-04-10T09:27:00.000+08:00

Double pissed.

Things to do after exams

2006-04-05T02:15:00.000+08:00

1. Get a haircut.
2. Get my hair dye.
3. Go on Shopping Sprees.
4. Earn more money -> give my tutee more tution... Haha!$$
5. Go on a holiday.
6. Goes to Kuku's house and pass her the present.
7. Meet up with Primary school friends.
8. Play SIMS.
9. Go diving.
10. Go swimming.
11. Go Sentosa.
12. Play Mahjong.
13. Tidy up my room...
14. Do more jewelleries. -> set up another flee mart tent.

My Roomie is a Pro

2006-04-04T03:08:00.000+08:00

My roomie is a pro sleeper. Well, although sometimes I can be pro at it too, my roomie is the winner.

Today, I finish my Jap class at 730pm and headed to Hall 14 to tabao my dinner back to my room. It was about 8pm and my dearest roomie was sleeping already.

As she was a little awaken by my return, I asked her if she wants to go the tutorial room to study. She told me that she will be going to meet Jass at our hall's study room. I couldn't remember what time did she told me that, all I can remember is her HP ringing continuously with the message tone. I reckon that it was Jass asking her to go to the study room. She told me that she's suppose to meet her there, but she's still feeling very sleepy. Well, of course she went back to sleep after telling me that.

A call came at about 10pm? Around there bah... and I remember her saying that she'll be at te study room in half an hours time. Hehe, but now, it's already 3am in the morning.... and guess what, she's still on her bed.

HEhe, don't know if she'll be waking up soon. But I doubt so. If she's going to wake up for her 830 class... hmm... it means that she slept for 12hours tonight... haha... woah~

We'll see...
Till then, I'll wish her sweetdreams throughtout the 12hrs. keke.

SMU

2006-04-02T01:22:00.000+08:00

Hahha, not that I wanna suan SMU or anything.. but well, this appear in the CENTRAL of Singapore where their beautifully newly built campus is located.

Can anyone spot the spelling mistake?

Well, I guess all their effort of choosing people through their heideous interviews had gone to waste. I think they should choose their student through spelling test instead. :P

Adapted from http://mrbrown.com/.

I hate them

2006-03-10T23:29:00.000+08:00

*Sigh*

I think I'm hatable.
I don't know how to sweet talk.
And I've got a "dao" face.
I've got a face that says: "Don't come near me, I don't like people to mess around with me."
To make things worst, I'm lazy to socialise.

I can't talk nicely to a person whom I hate.
I can't say that I like something when I hate it.
I don't know how to put on a false front, even if it's necessary.
And I hate people who do that.
FAKERS.
However, I do admire them.
Because I can't do that even if I want to.

I mean, afterall you still have to sound polite, nice and all to your boss whom you hate so that you can get his attention and be promoted.

I think I don't deserve to be where I am now.
Perhaps that's really where I should be.
But haven't I proved myself?
They seem to be blind.

I wish I've got the courage, but I don't.
Perhaps I'm still waiting for my chance.
If only someone else can give me that chance, I'd have all my courage.
If only I can let that someone know, that I want a chance.

How I wish... that someone can hear me now.

I want mummum

2006-03-05T01:56:00.000+08:00

Phew! What a week!

3 tests, and 3 assignments.
And the worst thing is, the previous week was suppose to be a recess week. Hmmm, I wonder what does "recess" mean.

BUT...
I don't mind this if there's a reward after every week like this. :)

slacker.com

2006-02-26T17:28:00.000+08:00

When you are slacking,
remind yourself that:

休息是为了走更长的路.

PS: Encode to Unicode (UTF-8) if the character apper gibberish to you. :P

---------

2006-02-14T07:54:00.000+08:00

So lame!
Cool man!
Whatever~

Titleless

2006-01-22T21:43:00.000+08:00

I wonder when is the lst time I aim for something, and it actually turn out the way I want it to be.

I forgot.

It's weird.

People always say that you have to dream, hope and pray in order for what you dream for to come true. It just seems like the more I dream, hope and pray, the more dissappointed I'm going to get.

So much so that, I've stop dreaming and stop aiming. Then I might ask, "What am I living for?"

Ya, so WHAT am I living for?!

Speechless

2006-01-11T00:49:00.000+08:00

Just utterly dissapointed

Never underestimate how much a simple comment can hurt a person.

It's better that you just shut up.
Just shut up.

Safest Place To Hide

2006-01-07T00:00:00.000+08:00

It seems like yesterday when I said "I do"
And after all this time my heart still burns for you
If you don't know by now that you're my only one
Take a look inside me and watch my heartstrings come undone

I know I promised you forever
Is there no stronger word I can use
To reassure you when the storm is raging outside
You're my safest place to hide

Can you see me, here I am
I need you like I needed you then
When I feel like giving up
I climb inside your heart I still find
You're my safest place to hide

You see colors no one else can see
In every breath you hear a symphony
You understand me like nobody can
I feel like my soul unfolding like a flower blooming

When this whole world gets too crazy
And there's nowhere left to go
I know you give me sanctuary
You're the only truth I know
You're the road back home

Can you see me, here I am
Standing here where I've always been
And when words are not enough
I climb inside your heart I'd still find
You're my safest place to hide
My safest place to hide

I know I promised you forever
There's no stronger word I can use
To reassure when the storm is raging outside
You're my safest place to hide

Oh! Can you see me, here I am
Standing here where I've always been
When I feel like giving up
I climb inside your heart I'd still find

You're my safest place to hide

Thomas Edison

2006-01-02T16:36:00.000+08:00

When you fail,
remember:

Thomas Edison lighted up our lifes in his 10000th try.
How many times are you willing to try to light up your own life?

Year 2005

2005-12-31T20:00:00.000+08:00

It's the last day of the year and a few hours to Year 2006! I'm here to commamerate the end of year 2005 as we step into the brand new year ahead!

Looking back to 2005, it has been the most wonderful year of my life... Half a year of holiday, and 4 months of schooling. What can be better than that!! How I wish every year is like this!

Jan 2005

It's the start of a 6 months long holiday.

I was working at Ricoh Pte Ltd earning $5.5o/hr. (Cheap labour! hehe)It was also my first encounter with office politics. Haiyo, I dint know adults can be so scheming man!

28th Jan- Mel and I celebrated Anli and Mavis' birthday at Fish and Co. located at the Glasshouse. I remembered the band specially sang a birthday song for both of them! Most importantly, the food were yummy yummy!!

Feb 2005

3rd Feb - My Pacific Net Broadband service was activated at 10am.

8th Feb - Ailing's birthday! It was also the Chinese New Year eve. I went to Ailing's house forgetting that it's her birthday!! (I'm so sorry!) I remembered that she was born on the Chinese New Year eve back in 1986. I was telling her that in every 19 years of our age, our birthday will coincide with our lunar birthday. It was then that I realized it's actually her birthday! HAhaha!! *abish me*.

28th - Work contract ends with Ricoh. BUT! They force me back to work! Argh! I was force to teach a new comer what I was doing. Haiz, I don't know whether is it that I'm a bad teacher, or is she a bad student. I was having a damn hard time! In the end, she called me everyday to ask about the work even after I left the company... Phew, luckily the contract lasted for only 3 months. I don't think I'll be able to tahan if it was longer.

March 2005
Everyone was hearing rumours about when the A levels result will be out. As for me, my prediction was right.

4th March - Release of A level result. Nothing much to say, just sad.

11th March - 1st Advance Theory Test for driving. FAILED! Boohoohoo...

12th March - NUS Open house. I went to the open house with Eileen Lee the siao cha bo (oops!) and Anli. Haiyo, the open house was so crowded, so packed plus the sun was scorching hot! I felt like a baked sandwiched! Well, basically, it was just about saying "hi!" and "bye!" with old frens whom went for the open house too, and leaving names and telephone numbers to the clubs and society. Oh yah, and climbing hills under the burning sun. Sweats!

April 2005

5th April - SMU interview at 2.45pm. Hm, Sometimes I wonder why they do it for. In the end ofthe interview, they'll get a school of students of the same kind. The schoold is purely discriminating and they only accept students who:-

1. Speak good English (like the Singapore campaign)
2. Articulate well
3. Do not panick as they speak
4. Bring their thoughts well into words
5. Dress well/look good
6. One who has a "business look"

Well, I DO NOT have the above points at all... therefore I was rejected totally. I'm fine with that. I'm totally happy in NTU :P

13th April - Had my 1st driving lesson! Wow, for the 1st time in my life, I get to control a car! All I learnt that day was how press on the accelerator and the break, plus turning the stilring wheel. Hehe, my car can move wor(duh...)!!

May 2005

2nd May - Dar's back from US. :) Happy and blissful... hehe!

10th May - Final Theory test for driving, second attempt. FAILED yet again!! argh!

13th May - 'A' Division bowling competition. Sadly, I went to support as a senior this year. Miss those National School's competition. Haiz, I'm promoted to playing IVP instead le... and can never go back to the Nat. Sch days anymore. IVP... haiz, just nothing compared to Nat. Schs.

June 2005

2nd June - Had my 3rd! advance theory test. This time, it's in the computerised format. AND I FINALLY PASSED! yay~

16th June - Went to NTU for body check up with Anli. Hm, the check up was rather fast. We had to do a urine test which I suspect is a pregnancy test... (for what purpose huh?) The we had to go all the way back to jurong point a X-ray... Haha, I remember Anli wore a shirt that has a zip right across the shirt... how to take X-ray like that?! so she had to change to a... rope!?

27th June - Worked at a NTU stuff club restuarant with Anli today. What a hard earn $20! The waiteressing was so draggy lah... I swear I wouldn't work there again anymore! In the evening, i went to sentosa for a job interview! So cool! I'm going to work at sentosa~~ Haiz, but in the end I only worked there for one day because I was sick from tioman for the subsequent schedule... It was fun working there though.

July 2005
6th - 10th July - TIOMAN TIOMAN TIOMAN!! FUN! FUN! FUN! Although I came back to Singapore with a virus attack and was sick for 2 weeks, I still wish to go back there one day.
25th July - Ssssscccchhhhooooolllll oooooppppeeeeennnnsssss... Another chapter of my school life starts. Hmm, after half a year of holiday, I have to admit that I do look forward to school starting again. I'm also looking forward to the hostel life! Yay~

29th July - I'M A QUALIFIED DRIVER! 1st attempt pass! :)

August 2005

18th August - My Birthday!! Celebrated at Hard Rock Cafe with the bowlers... I have to stand on the chair with while the sang the birthday song!! Malu Malu~~ Luckily I was'nt the only August baby, Victor was saboed too~ haha

September 2005

Boring month... Nothing special happen, and no time for anything to happen. Because school starts getting serious... Tests! tests tests!

October 2005

For the rest of the month... it's test test test and more test... followed up by exams on November... isn't sch just bored.

November 2005

21st November - Holiday starts!! YAy!! And Cindy is back~ Means it's seconday sch gathering again~~ Hmm, if you're not familar with Cindy, she's the Ella look alike fren of mine~~ HAHA!

26th November - Secondary school gathering. We had BBQ at Cindy's place. Yummy, but I was sick, can't really enjoy the BBQ food. So much restrictions. Haiz. Mel and I stayed at Cin's house. A rountine that we follow whenever she's back in Sg. :)

December 2005

25th December - It's Chirstmas!! Spent the evening with bowlers at Village. Hm, the food was good as usual. Wanted to go to Eski Bar after that, but I thought I'd like to go home at rest and therefore I gave it a miss. The bowlers are just the greatest gang of friends!!

Well, that's year 2005 for me. As for my New Year resolution, it shall be left in my heart. :) Nonetheless, I hope 2006 will be a better year than 2005... More As, More strikes, More $$... :) Haha!

BYE TO 2005!

Ho! Ho! Ho!

2005-12-25T03:37:00.000+08:00

I WISH EVERYONE A MERRY MERRY CHIRSTMAS AND MAY YOU RECIEVE THE PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR THIS CHIRSTMAS!

GOD BLESS!

As for now... enjoy PACMAN!

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MediaCorpy

2005-12-22T00:51:00.000+08:00

Hmm, think I'm having from artistes luck for the last 72hrs. These are all famous faces I've seen over the past 3 days. I think I wouldn't see so many of them ever again.

20th Dec 2005 - aprox. 3pm : Priscelia Chan spotted at Takashimaya Shopping centre

Priscelia Chan

She was then spotted by Mel shopping with Alan Tern (aka A Lantern) at Lido... Scandalous~~

Alan Tern aka "A Lantern"

21st - 4pm: Michelle Chuang was spotted talking on the phone along Taka and Wistma walkway.

Michelle Chong

It's indeed "Pretty woman... walking down the street..."

22nd Dec 2005 - 1pm: Jeff Wang and Ah Ben are spotted at cineleisure.

Ben Yeo

Jeff Wang

Hmm... I wonder what are both of them doing there... Jeff look stylish... He was wearing a sunglasses while Ben wore a T-Shirt and Jeans. Both of them look stunning... But of course Ben looks betta... hehehe. Too bad, he's taken~

On the same day, I saw Mark Chay at cineleisure too... Erm, he look abit fat, or probably they are his muscles, hehe.

Cute eh? Visit his blog at http://www.moblog.com.sg/blog/markchay :)

Snow Ice

2005-12-20T01:01:00.000+08:00

Woah! What a day of walking walking and more walking in orchard road!

I met ling and peiyan today for shopping! It has been a long time since the 3 of us shop together. Peiyan made a note that she MUST go to Heeren's NUM which she CLAIMS that she wants to look at the slippers. Well, we know it's otherwise.

Our first stop was Far East Plaza. Din't really see anything that I like, and we spend our first cent of the day buying snacks from Old Chang Kee. Squid head rulz!

Next, we headed to Lido to find Soochin to see how was her sales at Gingersnaps. Haha! After the chit chit chat chats... we've gotten a sudden craving for food again. This time, it's ice cream! We decided to go McDonald's for the ice creams. I ordered a McFlurry while ling and py got themselves a strawberry sundae and choco sundae respectively. Yet again, I spent my money on food.

Guess where is our last destination? You're right! Heeren! Woah, py is getting excited man! HAha... We went to NUM the frist thing we reach Heeren. Hm, obviously py wasnt in the mood to look at her slippers, because of a reason that we all know of. HAhaha!!

Anyway... I dint see anything I like at Heeren too. SO! I din't buy anything today!! HAiz, wasted trip!

At the end of the day... It's EATING YET AGAIN! We were deciding where to settle our dinner: Makan Sutra at esplanade, or Food Republic at Wisma.

After a round of SICCORS! PAPER! STONE! (I won!)... We finally decide to go esplanade. Once we reach Makan Sutra, we saw a group of TV crews alighting from a mini-bus. Out of curiousity, we followed the crew closely to find out who were the celebrities. After a moment of tail-gating, we realised it's Michelle Chia and Gurmit Singh. Oooo... Michelle Chia is pretty pretty!!

We grabbed a table and ordered Hokkien Mee, Cha Guey Diao and Lala. The food was... MARVELLOUS! It was a worthy trip indeed!

Well... it's knock out time for us... so, it's Home Sweet Home after dinner!

@#$$#%^%^&%$#@&

2005-12-19T13:53:00.000+08:00

My dad's car just got scratched!

This fucking stupid idiotic anal asshole crazy spastic person scratch my dad's car which reads "fuck you!" FUCK HIM! Sorry for being so vulgar, BUT WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK HE IS DOING!#%&*#@#@#%^%&

My dad was even thinking of moving house because he thinks that someone is having eyesore on him and deem to destroy his new 3 weeks old car. I was giving a rather... stupid idea of putting CCTV on the car. My mom on the other hand calmed my dad down by saying "fuck you" sounds like "fa you" (prosperous) haha!

ARGH!

I wish the man (cannot be a woman bah...) ALL THE BEST OF HIS F**KING LUCK!

Dear Lynette

2005-12-13T02:25:00.000+08:00

Hey girl, I think you were pretty upset today. Though I did not ask you what happened, I guess I know why "the person" don't want to talk to you and what happened.

Well, to me, you've already done your part as a captain. So, don't be upset no more okie? As you've said, you've done nothing wrong. Therefore, you should not deserve this kind of treatment. Since you know you've done nothing wrong, you need not be affected by how "the person" react. Most importantly, "Just train!".

Jia you k!

Ms Chicken little~

Sinned yet again

2005-12-11T02:55:00.000+08:00

Yummy yummy!!

Just had a supper outing with peiyan, ailing and a rare guest soochin once again!! Yay... I love these outings man! First, it's one of those occasions I get to drive. And and I get to eat yunmy food!!

For tonight, we when to Upper Thomson's The Prata Shop. I have to admit it's one of the most special and delicious prata I've eaten before. It's better than The Cheese Prata Shop located near NUS. I had a egg prata and a crispy prata PLUS a smooth and bubbly Teh Tarik! *slurp*

Guest what... this is not enough to end the night! We headed to Lao Pa Sak thinking to have satays! Gosh... luckily Ailing and I changed our mind last minute and we just sat at the outdoor tables to talk.

What a stomach filling night. I guest it's excercising day tommorrow!!

True Team, True Spirit

2005-12-09T17:20:00.000+08:00

Hm, I have just read Anli and Mavis blog. Anli misses SA bowling and dislike the NTU bowling team. Mavis misses tioman and can't wait to go back there. I'm feeling exactly like both of you.

Well, I shan't explain much on how I miss SA. As for tioman, it's a beautiful place and great place for vacation. The clear water, the fishes, the trekking, the boats, the locals... the list goes on.

Haha, but I do have phobia of that place.

I came back to Singapore with a virus attack. 2 out of five of us that went to tioman was sick. I was sick for 2 weeks. Fever after fever. Took 3 blood tests, 2 urine tests and 1 feaces test. When to the hospital clinic every 3 days and had tons of different medication. I lost 4 kilos, and had nothing else but Beetaimak and porriages. Nevertheless, I'm immuned to the virus already. So... I can go back to tioman without worrying that I'll contract that virus again. :P

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This is what I call a TEAM.

Gosh... Once again, I'm here to express how much I miss SA. The cool and funky people. The Team Spirit (trust me, it's overwhleming). The passions... the unity... EVERYTHING! I guess I'll never get to feel that team spirit ever again. But still, it remain as unique and everlasting as it can be.

Spare Me

2005-12-06T22:28:00.000+08:00

RAH...

Can you stop complaining!? It's getting on my nerves... okie, I'm suppose to be tolarating. But it's getting far too much!!

FINE

I'LL STOP COMPLAINING INSTEAD!

Haiz... I wonder why are human like this... the older you get, the worst you become. Why are grown ups so scheming, so hypocrite, so political... for no reason?! Wah lao... so childish lah... grown ups being so childish... in what shoes are they worth guiding us. Simple things and they like to make it sounds till it's the biggest thing on earth. And the even seniors are not doing the right things to stop all these from happening...

RAHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP

In fact... I hope time turn itself back...
back to SAJC...
back to the Saints spirit...
back to the times where I had the fun I'll never forget...
back to being a child...
back to being innocent...
back to Uncle Henry
back to Uncle Thomas and Auntie Kat...
back to Victor's...
back to Anli, Mavis, Kahlin, Chuwen, Sheila, Vict, Ray, Caleb, Ong Song, Tee Hsien, ZZ...
back to Marcus, Manfred, Kevin, Jason, Raymond, Dap, Shu, Canice, Wendy...
back to Iris, Mel, Jean, Gerald, Clara, Debra, Alicia, Lee Jie, Lawrance, Jenson, Kenneth,Yi Quan, Alex...
back to the times which I'll never ever to able to go back.

I've never miss something as much as these...

Tongful!

2005-12-05T21:20:00.000+08:00

Haiyooo!

What the hell!!... This man BANG right into me today!!! I wonder what is he looking at man! !#$%^&&^$@##^^@

WAH!!!!!!!!! It's damn painful! He was wearing boots and kicked!... mind you... it's KICKED...not STEP... on my LITTLE TOE!!

rahrahrah... it leave a patch of blood clot on my little toe nail!!

TONGFUL!

#$%%$@*!#%

My Life

2005-12-04T22:51:00.001+08:00

I LIVE TO BOWL...

AND BOWL TO LIVE

COZ I NEED BOWLING TO STAY ALIVE

DON'T MESS WITH ME

2005-12-04T00:30:00.000+08:00

The more I'm being look down on...

the more confident I am...

the more I'm going to show my capability...

the more I'm going to work hard...

the more I'll be motivated...

the more I'll do well...

I NEVER SAY DIE!

I NEVER GIVE UP!

I NEVER LEAVE MY BUSINESS UNFINISH!

4 Courage

2005-11-19T01:19:00.000+08:00

WELCOME BACK CINDY!!!

Hmm, cindy coming back means that we're going to have a secondary scool gathering again! This year's gathering is fixed on the 26th of November, Monday. It will be held at Cindy's place... and we'll be having BBQ!! Yummy yummy!!

In memorial of Chung Cheng High School (Main) Class of 4courage/2002, here are some one the most amazing nicknames we have invented over the 2 yrs.

NAME----A.K.A

1) Cindy Chandra ---- Cindy Chandra Cha Gao Chao Da Gupta Number One

2) Chan Wing Man ---- Wing Ga Diem Leveyosa Man

3) Ho Kah Lin ---- Kah Bird (cupboard)

4) Tian LiNa ---- Li Nian

5) Tay Hui Min ---- Mina

6) Tan Gan Hong ---- Hong Gan

7) Tan Chee Kiang ---- Chicken

8) Ting Kai ---- Donald (Duck)

9) Vanessa ---- Bird Nest

10) Ser Kheng ---- se (snake) kheng

11) Kai Wei ---- Justice Bao

12) Marcus Goh ---- Ma Go Go

13) Chan Yong Da ---- Dicky

14) Kah Leong ---- sister

15) Jeremy ---- Jia Liao Bee

16) Yiki ---- Tian Yiki

17) Edwin Shi Dalun ---- Bad(badminton) Captain

18) Hawre ---- Horsey

19)...

Courages Phrases

1) Cin Bird Na Bird fang jing Kah Bird ran hou Xiu Bird... ... ...

2) W was pronouced as da ber dew

3) Kah Lin was also known as Kah Leng

4) Gan Hong set the record of 3 mins 10secs (correct me if I'm wrong) for searching through his file for a piece of note.

5) "Number one! Clean the board!!"... "Number two! Pick up the litters!!"

6) To be updated...

My Best Friend: Ella of S.H.E

2005-11-16T01:43:00.000+08:00

Well, I don't have many celebrities friends and if i do have... I'm so proud of them! Ya, I'm actually hoping that some day, they'll introduce me into the media industry and get a job as a backstage crew (not those carrying chairs!)...

And guess what... I can imagine that happening...

I can imagine myself working in some well-known Taiwan media or music company now that I do have one of my best friend being one of the members of one of the most popular female pop group...

I'm not bullshitting!

Again, as everytime I claim somthing... I DO HAVE PROVE!

Here is one of the most private photo of SHE Ella!

And why do I have it... because I'm her best fren! You can't get this photo of her anywhere else!! Not even herself!

And this is her in action!

Hmmm... you don't see a difference do u?! See.. told cha! I'm her best ever friend okie!

What's going on!?

2005-10-28T23:14:00.000+08:00

Haiz... what has the world become?!

Okie... I have to voice this out no matter what... although we've been friends for a long time... I can't stand this anymore!!

This is what is happening...
Victor is a gay, and Anli is a les. But they're happily steadying... This sound absurd... but it's true... You people may argue that Victor and Anli are not homosexual, but I have proves!

TADA!

WHAT ELSE CAN I SAY... give more prove!

GAY! Anli... I'm sorry to expose them... but look what they're doing behind ur back!! And they went all the way to tioman to date!!

How about Anli's lesbianism!? Here it is...

... ...

Well... as a friend of both of u... I seriously think that both of you should stay faithful to each other... It is not the 1st time you two have extra-marital affair. Anli, you're aware that Victor is upset about ur past relationship with Adeline. And Victor, Anli is difinitely aware of those times when you get intimate with Tee Hsien and now... Kevin... What has gotten into you!! Can you two please treasure each other?!

Haiz... I've got nothing to say already... Anli and Vict, you 2 need some serious thinking!!

Three smelly men

2005-10-26T21:53:00.000+08:00

*cough**cough*

Can you people please stop polluting the air?! PLEASE PROTECT THE ENVIRONMENT!!

Hm, I'm not here to publisize environment friendliness, nor am I a environmentalist. I'm here to encourage all the gentlemen out there to practice how to use a COLOGNE and use it correctly!!

I was looking through the shelf for tibits in a supermarket when suddenly... "hm?! what's that smell?" I looked to my right. There stand a sweaty supermarket worker who was stocking on the shelves. I shifted my feet to the left. The smell was overwhemlingly BOish. What's worse when he have to squeeze thought me to reach the shelves on my left when the lane was as narrow as 0.5m!! ARGhhhhhh.. disgusting!! Not once, BUT TWICE!!... OMG, I was almost fainting.

Then my dad came home from some drinking. ARGhhh... unbearable~! For a moment my house was air polluted with alcohol.

HA... the previous don't sound bad... This one will...

THanks anli for the ride to clementi so that I can take the bus home from there.I got myself comfortable on the bus seat for 2 stops after I board the bus. Just then, a "aromatic" man boarded the bus and stand right beside me! For a moment, you can see that the passengers on board were in the mist of fainting. As for me, I FAINTED.

I bet he's used like half a bottle of baby johnson's powder... because it doesn't smell like any perfume at all. HAha, and the most funny thing is, this man was listening to his walkman... and I mean walkman. The walkman is installed in his bag... Yah... installed. And he dont use a earphone, they're speakers. YUP speakers on a bag. HAHAa. No TV Mobile... but a Radio Mobile!!

Phew... the air need some filtering!!

Rainny Day

2005-10-25T15:34:00.000+08:00

BUSHEBABOOM~!

Nahnah... that's not a bomb. IT'S THUNDER... wow, a storm just crossed Pulau Singapore~~ See, rainning is not a bad thing, overall, it gives the best whether to sleep. How nice if the weather in sg stays the way it is after rain. Nah, prob not a good thing, people will have to travel all the way to m'sia or indonesia to get a suntan... and the whole sg will always be in slumberland~! haha

Hmm, wonder why am I here typing when I've got a test tml... Haha. I'm rather sick of studying~! I'm not sick of school, in fact I'd rather stay in school to study for my whole life than go out to the society to work. I JUST HATE TEST/QUIZ/EXAM.. whatever you want to name it.. it'll just sux~! They're inaccurate, irritating, pestering (it's stays with you throughout the years of schooling) and SCARY!!

OK!
ENOUGH!

I'm going back to study... ... ...

HELP!

2005-10-24T22:47:00.000+08:00

RAH! Can someone help me with this?!

Sinned

2005-10-23T02:59:00.000+08:00

Yay~ My earrings are on sale at Suntec today!! Hmmm, I really wonder how's the sale... I hope they are good man... so that I can make $$, haha

I went to ice cube (located opp. Chomp Chomp) to have dinner with anli and mavis today... YUMMY!! Well, actually their main courses are not as good, but the ice cream is............. ooooooo, heaven!! We ordered a Go Banana Mud Pie, and a 6C's (which is filled with chocolates!!) OMG~~ SInful!! Haha...

Make up the number

2005-10-22T17:00:00.000+08:00

Wahh, can't imagine i actually did 20 pairs of earrings in 1 day!! GOSH! This is tiring man! But good money earn (provided people wanna buy them) Muahaha~ I really hope they can be sold, that means I'm 1 step nearer to buying a new bowling ball... Yay~

I met my dealer on Thursday night. Hmm, they're actually Mavis's sister's boyfriend's sister... HAhaa rather distant. They're rather nice people lah... well, what else can I complain when they're willing to take my goods right. But I can feel that they're trying very hard to lower my selling price... HAha, but cannot lah... I'm really selling at a very cheap price compared to others le... And I can imagine them selling at 300% of my selling price!!

Alright... 3 test next week... and I havent touch a single thing yet...
What does test remind you of? Well, school

Yesh SCHOOL! It's sux man!! Haiz, life in school are getting from bad to worst...

When we're in primary school, all we do is play and have FUN! Yesh, so much fun! I don't realli care about my results and study. Still young a innocent huh... so I've got no stress whatsoever, although I've got couple of tuition days. I've friends who're so great that I still keep in touch with NOW! Let's see the transition... our gathering when we're still in primary school consist of going ice skating and hanging in arcade... then we upgrade to watch movies and going KBox. So what do we do now...? We go PUBBING!! hahaha... cool bunch of kidz huh~

Secondary sch... To be continue...

MUG

2005-10-21T01:32:00.000+08:00

All right... the time of the year has came... It's time for exam! Well, so it' time for mugging!!
Hmmm, can't seems to get down to study man, what wrong with me!? HAHa, but Ive always been like this anyway. K lah, see, I dont want to feel sad/unhappy after seeing my grades. In order to prevent that from happening, I just have to work. It's just a no pain no gain thing...

No pain no gain. Hm, I wonder whether is this always true... I have to admit that most of the time, it is. But not all. Shan't go in the examples of that, it's saddening... HAha...

Alright, time to mug~
Happy mugging peeps
All the best in your examz~

Vicious cycle

2005-10-19T09:57:00.000+08:00

You feel sad because you score badly in your test
Therefore, you do not have the mood to study
Hence you dint do well for the next test

And you feel sad because you dint do well for the test
Therefore, you do not have the mood to study
Hence you dint do well for the next next test

And you feel sad again...

And the cycle continues

Only way to prevent/stop this vicious cycle : Let bygones be bygones, Learn the lesson and move on, most imptly DONT FEEL SAD!

Jcedkka

2005-06-09T23:51:00.000+08:00

Hahha... Wahh... My 1st blog posting woorrr... If not because if Mavis Tan, this blog would not have appear!! I was telling her that I'm having a sudden urge of creating a blog, and here I am typing! Haha, hope i wun abandon this after 2 days loh... Hahha Iyah, nothing interesting today leh.. Went for driving lesson lo... Hate slopes! rah! Anyway... I'm having my Practical Test on 14th of July!!! AHhhh whoever that read this, PRAY HARD FOR ME PLEASE! HAha... that's about all for today... Byebye~