*Sigh*
I think I'm hatable.
I don't know how to sweet talk.
And I've got a "dao" face.
I've got a face that says: "Don't come near me, I don't like people to mess around with me."
To make things worst, I'm lazy to socialise.
I can't talk nicely to a person whom I hate.
I can't say that I like something when I hate it.
I don't know how to put on a false front, even if it's necessary.
And I hate people who do that.
FAKERS.
However, I do admire them.
Because I can't do that even if I want to.
I mean, afterall you still have to sound polite, nice and all to your boss whom you hate so that you can get his attention and be promoted.
I think I don't deserve to be where I am now.
Perhaps that's really where I should be.
But haven't I proved myself?
They seem to be blind.
I wish I've got the courage, but I don't.
Perhaps I'm still waiting for my chance.
If only someone else can give me that chance, I'd have all my courage.
If only I can let that someone know, that I want a chance.
How I wish... that someone can hear me now.
the stars shine at ... 11:29 PM
Phew! What a week!
3 tests, and 3 assignments.
And the worst thing is, the previous week was suppose to be a recess week. Hmmm, I wonder what does "recess" mean.
BUT...
I don't mind this if there's a reward after every week like this. :)
the stars shine at ... 1:56 AM
